So yesterday I hung out with a friend of a friend and it just reminded me of how stupid and socially retarded I am. I hardly said anything the entire time in fear of looking like a fool or saying something too strange but I'm sure I made myself look even more moronic in that aspect because I spent most of my time GIGGLING. Oh yeah, that looks better. Fucking fucktard.
Spending that time with him also reminded me of how I'm still not positive at all, even though I repeat in my head over and over how to be happy and positive I still can't look at myself or anything I do positively and because of that I have trouble REALLY moving on and because I can't move on I have trouble being happy. I thought I did move on, and maybe I did in some aspects, but nothing major. Nothing noteworthy. Why can't I just be positive? I thought i was...
that pot that comes into my room clouds me and i feel like im in pain
why the fuck would i unplug it seriously i know you have this thing where you think the whole fucking world is against you but seriously get a fucking grip
Who's this ladyman?
- VQ
- You know, I tend to put an :O face here and leave it at that, but I get annoyed when other people do it so I'll write a little something. I like going by the name VQ. or Choco. I'm a young adult but I'm really a child. I obsess over sweets, stuffed animals, fruits, and electronic gadgets of sorts. I have three best friends. I love to cook and bake. There's a lot more, but I don't remember.
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