...Again.

http://robozukin.tumblr.com

I accumulate accounts like nobody's business.
I have had so many names on AIM, Gaia, I've had accounts on livejounal, myspace, xanga, ect. What is my problem? Moving to wherever I think people will read the most I guess. It's been a good run, I'll still stick around to read stuff, I suppose.

It's been a while.

Yeah, it's been a while. Know why? Avatar. Friends. An unfortunate death.
RIP, Joe.

I'm very into the movie Avatar. I'm pretty obsessed. I haven't studied Japanese with Rosetta in WEEKS. I've been studying Na'vi and trying to maintain what knowledge I have of Japanese. It's hard. But good for my brain, which hasn't been massaged in a while.
I really regret not being interested in the movie when it came out in theaters, for real. But yeah, I've been hanging out at http://tree-of-souls.com (I'm Ay'iheyu)
Everyone is so friendly. I love it. I'm used to forum sites being overrun by trolls and assholes, but not there. Pandora and the Na'vi represent a friendly community, where everyone and everything works together, and this forum reflects that. They've been so kind so far, and I love reading all of the topics. Wow, never gushed about a forum before. XD

Anywho, I've drawn a bit. Here's some links.
sketches of a smiling na'vi, and a warrior.
another sketch of a na'vi just standing around? lol.
BUY WAR BONDS.
This is my brain. (avatar, avatar, AMERICAN NAVY OFF TO WAR, 30s, 40s, 20s, KAWAIIJAPAN NE~) I wish I were a less eclectic. It kinda drives me crazy at times. I want to fit into ONE CATEGORY. Just sometimes.

In other news, diet. I'm going to check my weight right now....Ah,well, I'm just below my average. Although I just ate, I have to eat again in about an hour and a half. I also have to work out. So yup, I'm still pretty consistent (except for the wake and funeral days, completely threw me off- I gained two pounds from that because I was at 1_7 and now I'm at 1_9 T-T) I also need to watch my portions a little closer, as I have to shave them down just a tad. I've been putting a little too much lately. 29 pounds to go :|
Also, I'm doing something new with my hair! I really really hate flat ironing my hair. It smells bad and it's extremely damaged. So I'm doing a hairstyle so I can wash my hair like a normal in a Kazakhstan, swim like a normal in a Kazakhstan, don't have to fuck with it all of the time like a normal in a Kazakhstan.
Braids! (with extensions.) I really wanted to try dreads, but I don't like that I have to cut them out. So this is the next awesomest thing, right?! Right. So that's what I'm doing.
KBYE

I really hate drinking water.

Lost the weight from Easter, but once again, I'm maintaining and not losing at this point. Why does that always happen? Oh well, at least I'm not gaining and gaining and gaining. I'll continue the diet, maybe be a little stricter. :<
Anyway.. Um.. I've been drawing, learning Japanese and playing a lot of DDR. I feel like the Japanese isn't sticking as well as I'd like. I wish I had a workbook or something.
Mmm, what else. Well, I have a story that's actually starting to come together. My OCs 94483, Doctor Lazscu(I'm totally changing his name. Never really loved it. Not sure what it will be though), Pipette and Bronx are in it. I hope I'm good at writing, haha. Lazscu and Pipette's back story changed with the little bit of story I created. I also want to work on these 2-3 other ideas that I have, but for now 94483's story will be the main event.
As always, I have plans, I have plans...

STOP EVERYTHING

I just looked at my weight on the scale
HOOOOOOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT
I NEED AN EMERGENCY DIET, STAT
Water and milk only, nothing added
1200 calories a day
EXCERCISE LIKE FUCK ALL DAY
OKGO

alright, no, seriously. I hung out with Jen this weekend and we ate a lot of unhealthy stuff, and then Easter happened, so I knew I would gain weight but LIKE SEVEN POUNDS? WHAT THE FUCK!??! Well, I also just finished eating. (Edit: Oh, ok. I only gained four pounds XD) But WHAT THE FUCK, so emergency diet.
Ugh, ugh ugh ugh ughhhh
so in other news, I've been learnin' Japanese wiv Rosetta Stone. It's actually kinda fun. Been doing it every day unless I'm out of the house/busy (like when I slept over Jen's house.) I can't really say anything relevent yet (I can say stuff like "the cat is sleeping."), but it's really just the core stuff so far.
I also created a character who I named Bronx Winters. She's a zombie-esque human who's really girly. I never considered myself a zombie person. Especially risen-from-the-dead zombies. (I prefer disease-type) I was always more of a vampire and ghost girl. But she's captured my heart, she has. So she's got this disease. I don't know if this would work out at all in real life- but pretty much her organs are shrunken (like dried fruit- small but has strong flavor [still works like normal pretty much]) and her veins and stuff are closer to the bones. So it gives her this grey skin color. Skin, fat, and muscle is pretty easily torn because there's not much blood running through. (I guess that means everything's partially dead!) so it's probably common in her time to find skin grafts and artificial muscles/fat in stores. But I'd imagine when she can't afford stuff like that she just staples her skin together and stuff. High resistance to pain. Have I thought about it too much? Yes.
So here she is.

I'm in the process of making another picture of her.
I really need to stop creating characters and actually work on the characters/stories I already have made. Stupid brain always randomly says HEY I JUST THOUGHT OF THIS REALLY COOL GUY, SO DRAW IT. :[
Also, there was a huge pillow fight in Union Sq. on saturday, and I went with Jen and took pictures!

Pretty awesome day. XD So yeah, that's it. Bye!

Ureshii!

Good days! Hung out with Jennifer on sunday. Hung out with Denise monday to tuesday. It's mostly been sunny, besides monday and tuesday. Very good days! I'm happy.
well, the only thing is my job search. whenever I'm suggested something, it's usually something that makes me feel uncomfortable. You know, those one-shot deals, "do this, answer a bunch of questions with a group, do this, get $100 and go home." But especially for me, who has trouble wording the simplest sentences, around familiar friends (never mind around strangers x__x) I just have this huge fear of doing something like that. I hope at least someone understands.
Also, sunshine mart is hiring, I discovered while hanging out with Jennifer. Do you think they won't hire me because I'm not Japanese/don't speak japanese? D:
Drawd some stuff.

The second picture I put up on deviantart, but with static. This version kinda looks too plain or something, but I personally like it that way.
Been really into my 20s-40s thing. Been really into my wapanese thing. Kinda want to find a way to combine them well. I'm excited to explore those ideas. Oh, that reminds me. Totally bought a fitted Betsy Johnson dress for $6. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? It's so amazing. I love you, Unique! :] My mum has been making me a snorlax dress. Inspired by an image someone posted online- I had the fabric from when I wanted to make a sailor themed dress. But I didn't like that type of fabric for that dress, and so I just had the blue and white fabric laying around. So happy- I want to make more pokemon dresses. I'm not the hugest fan of pokemon ever, but it's just fun to go back on that fun part of my childhood.
Omg, I totally forgot about drawing more gross pokemon.

Another one!

It was a fantastic sunny week until thursday/friday. But it still made me really happy and I feel less depressed now (I wasn't depressed at all when it was sunny, but the rain/clouds get right to me). So the next stupid venture is: DDR FREESTYLE! Denise and I want to do cute/moe style ddr freestyling. I hope it is at least somewhat successful (Maybe two song routines?) That would make me happy, or even just one. I got my newer mat working again and the old mat is still spotty, but it's an old mat, so I forgive it. I'm so excited to try!
Yesterday the boy scout troop celebrated 90 years, and I was told that a lot of the older scouts would come, so I went and I overexcited myself, because it was kind of a letdown. They didn't show up. Not that I don't enjoy the current boys, I just hoped that I could see the guys I grew up with in the troop. A handful of older older older guys came. But none of the 90s guys. At least I got cake.

^There's a mini comic with Beau and Chance^
Beau is very very old. And voodoo-y. I imagine that Chance finds out any news for him, so that's that.
Oh, another thing. My mum accidentally my folder of stuff on my external drive. and it was baaaad.
I keep my anime in there. NOT on Vlad. So I've been trying to get my stuff back on there (and also seeing if I have enough space to keep copies on vlad as well orz) well, it's been fine actually. I rediscovered anime I should watch and included it to my collection, so yeah, it's been good.
Another thing. I kinda wanted to cosplay this year at anime fest, but it's more than likely I won't have the funds. Maybe not even to go to the thing altogether. But if I do get to go, I'll bring my mum's camera and really try to take advantage of my time there this year. Haha, I say that every year T_T I have a stupid personality. Anyway, if my confidence does get built up.. I WILL MAKE FRIENDS

VQ the mangaka?

Ever since I read about Nick Simmons (see here and here) it's made me want to make a really American manga. If you know me, you probably know that I HATE drawing comics. For some reason, drawing in panels is extremely tedious and difficult for me.
But I feel like we really need redemption. I've never considered myself patriotic, but every time one of us fucks up THAT'S what the rest of the world hears about, and it tends to drown out all of the good and noble things that we do. So, what will other countries anime fans think of American mangaka (manga creators)? Once again, we're spoiled and the only reason why we get things like Incarnate done is because we've got money behind it. No talent needed, as usual, Americans. It's a shame to all of us.
Hopefully... I will have the patience and be able to use my new-found motivation to create an extremely American manga that people from all over the world can fall in love with.